Spent the day getting ready for some friends to come over to bbq and swim. The inaugural swim party! Again, another day of little thought over what had happened. The dirty yogurt whore crossed my mind just a handful of times. When most of our friends had gone home, we stayed and visited with one from out of town who was staying with us that night. He and my husband have been friends for years, long before me, and talked about jobs, girls, etc. The whole time I thought about what this man must think of me. My husband told him about the affair on an earlier beer run and my mind raced… had this friend (not married, no kids, never going to settle down) high five’d him for banging two chicks that the same time? Did he scold him for ruining his family?
The day I discovered that my husband was having an affair was excruciating and the days that followed were worse. My life became filled with horrible realizations and images of the affair, which turned out to be some of the most painful days I had lived. I share this to bring comfort and support to anyone who has gone through this AND bring about a sense of reality to anyone who is cheating... this is how you make them feel and this is what you have done to a person who does NOT deserve this.
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Friday, June 17, 2011
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