Day Forty

Two days of not talking about it!  I feel like this week long goal might actually be an attainable one!  I know its only been two days, but I have made it much further than I thought I could.  I am no longer expecting myself to fail... I might actually be able to do this!

It really helped that we had a busy Saturday, doing tons of work around the house, and the kids were horribly behaved, so much of our energy was spent disciplining them. J  Thank god for my annoying kids, they made my life feel more normal today. 

We ended the day exhausted and as close to normal as we have been in 40 days.  We fell asleep early on the couch and stumbled up to bed, looking forward to tomorrow.