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The newest letter to the yogurt whore

I have been thinking about contacting her again, but I refuse to do so for fear that it will create an avalanche of bullshit that I do not want.  So... you get to read it instead!  My anger is intense, I know.  I am seeking therapy for it, but sometimes I just need to get it off my chest.

"Its been months since you tried to destroy my life  and, from what I can tell from your facebook page, you are not at all effected by this.  You are so happy all the time, constantly sharing your successes and revelling in your sons milestones.  Well, you dont deserve any of that.  My son was recently potty trained and it took everything in me to rejoice with him, because I am stuck with these horrible images of you f***ing my husband, taking long weekends together and planning a life with him.  My daughter learned to write and I had to fake my excitement, because all it did was remind me that my life is not at all what I want it to be and she deserves a better father.  I am sitting here, 87 days after my world was turned upside down, still hating you, hating him and wondering what it was that I did to make him do this to me. 

We are working through this and parts of us are stronger than ever, so you do not get the satisfaction of being successful in your quest to destroy us.  You didnt.  You were a mistake, and those were his words.  Your presence in our lives is his biggest regret of all, more of HIS words.  You dont matter to him, you were only an unfortunate event that he wishes never happened. He never loved you, he was confused and you clouded his judgement.  You forced yourself on him, not even letting him have the space he asked for when the shit hit the fan.  How does it feel to not only have been someones biggest regret, but to also be hated so much?  I hope it feels terrible.  Unfortunately, for me, those terrible feelings that you might have are nothing compared to what I have to live with EVERY DAY.  I have lost 15 lbs, I dont sleep much and have lost the ability to concentrate, enjoy silence and be the mom I once was.  YOU did that to me.  You and all of your lies and sneaking around, you and your promises of a magical, deceit-filled future with MY husband.  You asked him to take me off of my own cell phone account so you could continue to lie to me!  You wanted him to get to therapy quickly to use it as a guise for why he was supposedly leaving me!  I have read every email, text, everything and I think you are disgusting and your husband should know about this.  Your mom, who backs Cassie's Frozen Yogurt, the lame little business you used to slither your way into my marriage, should be aware.  I am only keeping my silence to protect his career... but he is looking for a new job and you WILL be outed once he finds it.  I have your parents phone number, address, email addresses, the works.  Be honest for once in your dispicable little life and come clean before I do it for you. 

I also want you to opt out of your contract once its up in October.  I want you gone forever.  I want to move so I dont see the city of Grapevine, Irving or Las Colinas and want to vomit at just the meer thought of you.  The thought of you makes me sick.  Whatever you thought you had with him was nothing but a lie that did nothing but bring a ridiculous amount of pain to people that didnt deserve it.  "