After a great evening together, we had an even better morning. We both woke up early to work out to a new excercise DVD we got and had a great time starting the day that way! The kids slept in and we even got to have breakfast together. He left for work and I decided to go shopping. We headed out early, enjoyed a little retail therapy and a nice lunch out as a reward for their decent behavior in the dressing rooms. When he got home he instantly complimented my cute new summer dress and said "You look happy today." Its amazing what a little shopping can do to a girls spirit!
I thought about it a little today, but was able to flush it away quicker than the last few days. This ebb and flow of random horrible thoughts about my husband f***ing another woman and telling her he loves her is getting ridiculous.
The night was okay, we both had work to do so we sat on the couch like a super couple and chatted with both laptops on our laps. It was actually nice to have a little normalcy... nothing great, nothing horrible, just normal.
The day I discovered that my husband was having an affair was excruciating and the days that followed were worse. My life became filled with horrible realizations and images of the affair, which turned out to be some of the most painful days I had lived. I share this to bring comfort and support to anyone who has gone through this AND bring about a sense of reality to anyone who is cheating... this is how you make them feel and this is what you have done to a person who does NOT deserve this.
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Tuesday, July 26, 2011
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