I walked into my house, which had been adequately cleaned and all preparations for the following days family dinner had been taken care of, and I felt strange. A stranger. I didn’t really feel like I belonged there. I wanted to get right back on a plane and go home to Washington, where I belong. Then I considered my two babies, peacefully sleeping and excited about mommy coming home… THIS is where I need to be. We went to bed and he held me so tight, the whole night. I wanted to feel safe with him, to feel loved. I searched and searched for those feelings until the melatonin pill that I have used for sleeping kicked in and I fell asleep in his arms.
The day I discovered that my husband was having an affair was excruciating and the days that followed were worse. My life became filled with horrible realizations and images of the affair, which turned out to be some of the most painful days I had lived. I share this to bring comfort and support to anyone who has gone through this AND bring about a sense of reality to anyone who is cheating... this is how you make them feel and this is what you have done to a person who does NOT deserve this.
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Sunday, May 22, 2011
Day Nineteen
Its time to go home. Back to him, back to our home, our life, our children. My flight is horrendous, more turbulence than I have ever experienced, which is definitely ironic, since the life I was returning to was going to be much worse.
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